Well it's been a long time since I was graced by this place and you beautiful amazing people. So long ago I can't remember how long ago!
Life's been a tad cruel over the last year. I have loved and lost some amazing people including my dear mummy.
It's a struggle but then each one of us struggles everyday in many different ways. Your struggle is yours and whether you or someone else thinks it's not that bad it is still yours to struggle with. Be kind to yourself and don't compare unless it's of benefit to you.
I am trying very hard to make things, good and positive things happen for me instead of just taking flack and standing there as I am bombarded emotionally mentally and physically. Taking control is hard, it's scary and it can feel lonely but then I was lonely before. So sometimes you have to take life by the horns climb on and ride through it and hey if you can do it with some grace and style so much the better for you and those that love you.
So today I say to you and most definitely to myself; DO NOT GIVE UP!